I’ve been feeling insomniac lately. I would still be up at 3 a.m. and be as awake as I would be during the day. It’s horrible. As much as I want to get as much as I want to starting from midnight, I can’t. I talked to a good friend of mine yesterday who’s all the way over on the other side of the world and he said maybe I’m worrying about things too much. Am I? I don’t know. I was, last week yes. This week is not so bad but I just don’t know what’s troubling me. I just feel emo and emo-er each day. Hhhm.
But anyways, because of this insomniac madness, I was able to talk to him for a good hour for the first time this year. It was good catching up with an old friend I guess. He was able to make me feel a little better too. Maybe that’s what I needed, an accompaniment or just someone to talk to.
Ah I’m so emo.